>Why is my country so cucked?
Capitalist hegemonic institutions which were founded before the nation and the spectacle they create. These brainwash the proletariat into believing that anyone can be bourgeoisie so long as they work hard enough. Additionally philosophical individualism which has been cultivated to reject any sort of group association entirely, and especially those who stand for anything.
>Why even live?
Suicide is for pussies. Fatalism is for idiots.