There is nothing on Earth that makes me madder than knowing that the people that used to bully me, abuse me and harass me not only don't regret it but feel glad about it and still keep poking jokes at me, not only they were not punished but they are happier than me and way more succesful.
That's exactly why I know that idealistic concepts like God's Will or Karma are fucking stupid, what kind of fucking God claims to be benevolent and merciful while tortures the good or the innocent and rewards the ill-intended and the ruthless.
At this point in my life I just want to follow the ideology that kills the most humans while most animals remain unharmed, so probably nuclear warfare is a good option, wildlife addapts quite quickly to gamma radiation.
This world runs uses the suffering of the innocent as fuel and I just want to end it.
I really just want to see neurotypicals suffer in the most horrible and durable way possible, yes, I am a sadist, yes, I am a misanthrope, I have empathy but humans such as you don't get any of it, fuck you.
If there is no God to bring justice then I will make sure to bring justice myself.