>there's no real way to dip your toes in or just semi-commit to it,
au contraire, there are plenty of nazi femboys out there pretending they arent trans. i mean you have to be delusional in a very absolute way but its out there.
> I don't know if it's more society's stigma or the lack of medical options that's at fault for it tbh
the medical solutions will never appease dysphoria or passing stresses. the thing that should always be fought is the awful social stigmas and false ideologies of gender.
>just wanting to be an anime girl is nowhere near as good an excuse as feeling like shit in your own body.
theyre both equally arbitrary to my mind and i have severe dysphoria that ive almost completely reduced through transition;
i think because its been so severe that i accept others experience it differently.
>the gap between the levels need is enormous
i think everybody who is trans has a threshold they share for the desire, the dysphoric feelings that makes them willing to act on it. anything after that is a neurosis from how well that initial desire was integrated and fessed up to consciously. nobody is more damaged than the others, they are all just different. different places on the journey, different toughness, different courage, different understanding of themselves... thats all
> but at the same time the difficulties surrounding genders and appearance and social norms is just so great that transitioning is sort of a last resort.
the last resort to conformity failing is to transgress the underlying ideology of whatever shit totally. become a scat fetishist. make transcendental BDSM body art. write about things they wont let you, harry potter incest fics.
i respect what youre saying, strongly. i can tell we are at similar places in at least our rumination on the truth of this matter. i really loathe cissies for never taking the time to get deep into this shit and talk to people like us. even ppl who seem to know a bit never get deep in on it.
history tells the truth, always
zoos are bourgeois bullshit. shoot the lion and set him free from this hell world
fuck zoos, let babylon burn
set my people and animals free