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Comrade 07/14/2016 (Thu) 20:46:15 [Preview] No. 235
Do you do drugs?
Do you have autism?
Or sexual kinks?
How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
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I drink so often it can't be healthy anymore and frequently do some drugs, but am also very happy with my life so far (even when I'm sober).
>Do you do drugs?
To get drugs in this town (it's pretty fucking small) I would end up associating with a bunch of fucking idiots. Likely people I went to high school with and made me want to walk into the place with a tec-9

>Do you have autism?
Apparently I do not, but my brother does and I feel have reasons to suspect I do.

>Or sexual kinks?
Are young pale redheads a kink?

>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
Anti social af and afraid to go outside. I've grown to really dislike people, probably having to do with the types I was forced to be around mainly when I was growing up.
>Do you do drugs?
Shit's fucking impossible to get where I'm atm

>Do you have autism?
No.

>Or sexual kinks?
Several.

>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
I live under constant ennui and exhaustion from being forced to comply with the disciplinary machine that is academia.
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>>235
>Do you do drugs?
Alcohol

>Do you have autism?
Kinda I have a learning disability called Dyspraxia that shares traits with autism. Mainly the sensitive to sound and light part.

> Or sexual kinks?
BBW, Giantess, Feet and watching women piss turn me on.

>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
I feel like a slave and a parasite. I also hardly go out much because I hardly have any disposable income.
>do you do drugs?

None, plan not to

>Do you have autism?

no

>Or sexual kinks?

Many

>How has capitalism screwed me up.

Now unironically advocate for what amounts to human instrumentality.
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>>239
forgot pic
>Do you do drugs?
Yes

>Do you have autism?
No

>Or sexual kinks?
Yes

>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
Too much shit to name fam. Drinking is my crutch too.
>Do you do drugs?
yep

>Do you have autism?
maybe a little

>Or sexual kinks?
yepp

>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
I'm super asocial and scared of everything all the time
>Do you do drugs?
Never, unless you count alcohol.
>Do you have autism?
No
>Or sexual kinks?
A few
>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
Porn caused me to develop those weird sexual kinks. I stopped watching porn though and am now completely pro-censorship when it comes to the sex industry.
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>Do you do drugs?
Used to smoke a lot of weed. Was a couple years ago now. I've had phases when I've done a lot of psychedelics. Still do them occasionally, although it has been a few months since last time. I've taken stupid shit like benzos a couple times too.

oh and I drink a fair amount

>Do you have autism?
No. I've had some mild social anxiety and tend to be quite awkward generally but It's got a lot better these last few years.

>Or sexual kinks?
My gf likes when I choke her, slap her, pull her hair, etc. so I've started to like doing that kinda shit.

>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
Not at all, really. Studying to become an engineer right now (degree is called 'Master of Science in engineering' in english, I think) and education is all tax funded here. I've never had a real job. My interest in socialism, etc. isn't because I feel like *I'm* "getting fucked by capitalism" (at least not right now) but I can see that others are.
>>246
Mechanical engineering?
I'm a engineering technician (ok, that's somewhat less than a master of science, but nevertheless) and I can tell you, the exploitation in this industry is extremely noticable.
Enjoy your studying while it lasts.
>>247
chemical engineering

really enjoying studying right now, even though it's a lot of stress. i just hope i will find a job that i somewhat enjoy. i find chemistry, biology, maths, etc. really interesting, hopefully work won't suck all the fun out of it
>>235
>>235
>Do you do drugs?
weed occasionally
>Do you have autism?
No I've been tested for that, my problem is an active head.
>Or sexual kinks?
I had a terrible childhood situation (not parents, other people), I struggle to deal with sex because of it
>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
I can't get out of this house no matter how hard I've tried to find work. I've nearly given up.
>>235
I drink moderately
I don't have autism but I have extreme anti-social behavior
I'm addicted to violence
>>246
>Do you do drugs?
Pyrovalerone stimulants and various psychs, but very very rarely on both. I trade art or computer repair for opis and other pharms every now and then as well.
>Do you have autism?
No. I have OCD and paranoia, and ptsd
>Or sexual kinks?
I don't really, but I have indulged in and explored such.
>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
Losing jobs and homes and losing social status because of that, being homeless and getting stable again, family valuing money over me, hurting my stability in order to get small profit, pushing me to get the most lucrative sounding job instead of the job I can do in a stable way with the least harm, all of these and the actual alienation caused by profit motive being the basis of worth in society, and not being able to afford the products I've made, et c, all these have given me the PTSD from losing family to preventable work-related deaths, to cars being improperly manufactured and wrecking, and then family exploiting that loss to rip me off while I was vulnerable--
all that has also made me paranoid and it has magnified my natural OCD sometimes to dangerous degrees.

Pic related, it's a work-related injury I sustained doing temporary labor. I'm an artist, I had to relearn to draw and use my hands, because it really fucked up the operation of the entire hands, both hands, and also made me homeless because I couldn't work and then couldn't pay rent.
>>260
Woah damn this looks really fucking bad... How are your hands looking now?
>>261
Nails weren't supposed to grow back, as they amputated right up to the cuticles, but I got nail back anyway.
I credit Zhan Zhuang practice.
>Do you do drugs?
A lot of weed and drinking, mdma as powder once, a pill of mdma mixed with something else at a party once

>Do you have autism?
Probably Who know

>Or sexual kinks?
I have achieved lvl 999 degeneracy

>How has alienation from living in capitalism fucked you up?
All former aspirations crushed, just hope I can secure a job that'll cover my bare life expenses. No time for social life for half the hobbies I once had.
I'm forced to prioritize time towards activities that combine both socializing and a hobby I can share with people so I feel like I'm becoming less educated and rounded a person as I don't maintain other solitary interests of mine like reading and art
>Do you do drugs?

No. I've had the chance but I just don't trust these things.

>Do you have Autism

A lot of people say I do but no official diagnosis. Likely very mild.

>Sexual kinks?

Yeah I do have some but even on an anon board I am too ashamed to admit it.

>Alienation

I can't stand all the richer people around me and seeing their wealth everyday. Stops me making friends. I get too frustrated being around them.

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